talky talky

X is lost, I can feel it. He's unhappy with his work.
Yelena's gone, and music was his one solace that kept away from him the realization that perhaps he was not a chemist. Not a research one at any rate.
I would like to talk to him about that...How I wonder if he fell for Rebound Fuck because she's young and easily bossed around, and gives him the impression that he is a star again.
I wish he had realized that he was mine, that I would have been proud of him no matter what.
I wish I could help him, but he can only help himself and stop wasting his time as well as everyone else's.
Come on, X. Kick your own ass, since I can't do it for you.