Waiting for results

Ah, waiting for my exam results...The familiar excitement building inside of me, the breathless adrenaline high, the fear of letdown and the subsequent throw-back to normal life, vacations and no deadline.
I want to pass, but I also want to pass well. I'm a competitive lady, aren't I? Considering my impaired preparation to the exam, I should be pleased just to pass, but I can't help it, I'm starting to wonder how I will feel if I don't shine at all. Only 4 hours left before I know, in any case.